day started out awesome. woke up did laundry gymmed hard. then went so far downhill I want to kill myself. Not really but kind of. Got completely turned down by boy.... hit me out of the blue. I went crazy, literally, there were moments where I wished everything from wanting to hook up with my freshman year floormate to wanting to be pregnant. And then I drank and ordered a calzone because I wanted to feel like shit, because I am shit. And hey what do you know eating a disgusting greasy cheese-filled-oh-my-god-i-want-to-vomit pastry worked.

Wow at least tomorrow can't get any worse hahaha. byeeee