Again with the nighttime... I think that's my hardest time when fasting. It's not that I get hungry, but I get tired. I just don't feel like keeping myself from eating. I get lazy. UGH. Fatass. But at least I haven't gained; I went for a run with my girlfriend last night, so that kinda helped.

Today I'm donating blood... when I did it over the summer I almost passed out, so here's to hoping that won't happen again. I took two vitamins to kick up my iron too. AND I just found out that your body burns around 600 cal trying to replenish your blood afterwards... what a bonus! I love giving blood, it makes me feel good and since I'm type o I know anyone can use it :) 

I just ordered my formal dress for this weekend, my date said he would go, and basically the only thing that's not going right is my weight. And I can control that, so I will control it. I have to. I can't stand going to bed feeling like I want to kill myself for being so disgusting. I hate that feeling, and it will only go away when I'm under 125 lb. (I'm 5'7). 

Or until I can fit into my fucking jeans.