So far today: two hardboiled egg whites (35), almost a liter of water (0), and 2 cups of green tea (0). Dinner, if I stay home, will be turkey soup and something else. If I manage to go over the ex's (boyfriend's? I seriously do not know what is going on with us), I won't have to eat anything. I'll go over around 6:30, say I already ate, and then hopefully won't have to eat there.

How long is this going to fucking take? I feel like I can't wear any of my cute clothes because they look like shit because I'm huuuugggeee. My boyfriend's dad told me to stop wearing sweatpants over. He was joking, we tease each other all the time, but that really is all I wear now. And Spring Rush is coming up, and I have to look cute for that-- which means fitting into my jeans, which means not being a fucking fatass.