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So I am doing pretty fucking fantastic updating, huh. Hating my obesity right now, not the numbers have been sloooowly creeping down. I'm on my second day in a row of running-- horribly out of shape like the useless lump I am, and just in time for the beach too! Ugh. I cannot even stomach the thought of walking around in a bikini right now, but for the sake of being tan... tan=illusionofskinny, so bikini it shall be.

Look out Ocean City, the beached whale cometh.

I haven't really been counting calories either... which is sort of stupid, but I'm also just not eating that much all at once. But I've been going to the kitchen like non-stop... sometimes I eat something and sometimes I don't, and I don't keep track so I just feel like I've eaten loads of shite.

Let's count together what Katie stuffed her face with today. Piece of toast (80) and small peach (40) for breakfast. Two-eggwhite omlette w/broccoli (45) for lunch. C/S some pasta, hopefully not too much got down so about 25? a slice of deli chicken breast (40) and a little more than half a slice of muenster cheese (wtf so fattening whyyyy. 60), and a handful of crackers/pretzels (we'll call it 80). Grand total of 370. urrrrggggghhhhhh.

But I did run 2.6 miles. Not far by any means, but it's way more than I usually do (read: nothing) and this is wayyyy less than I used to eat (read:bingefuckfacemode).

harumph. That's all for now.