Back again.

So I've realized something about myself. I absolutely adore the feeling of being hungry. Like when your stomach is growling and a little achy, not painful but you can physically tell that it's empty. Getting that feeling makes me feel like I have so much  control, like my body is saying: feed me, and I say FUCK NO. It's like, when I get to that point, I don't even crave anything and it's so easy to turn down food, because the feeling of an empty stomach is so... I don't know, intoxicating. The feeling of that much control is just addictive.

As you could probably guess, I have the feeling right now :) I woke up early to get a class drop form signed; normally I sleep in, but I've decided I love campus early in the morning-- it's bright and sunny out and there's no one around and it's so relaxing!

Today, I'm fasting. Tomorrow, I'm starting my minimalist diet. A hardboiled egg white (protein) for lunch, a spinach salad (fiber/iron/other veggie stuff) with balsamic vinegar for dinner, and two multigrain saltines somewhere in there (carbs. because your brain needs them to function properly). And obviously a shit ton of water to drink.